So I doubt many people even read this I rarely update….but I need to vent for a min. I’ve decided I’m having one of those girly days and I say that because as far as I know I don’t know many guys that feel the way I feel right now or would at least admit to feeling it. 
I miss home…don’t get me wrong I’ve grown to love where I’m at, I have tons of great friends, the girls have tons of friends, we love our house/yard things are really great and I don’t have much to complain about and I’ve been very blessed, but today I miss home or at least my old home. I miss being close to family and the open spaces and the slower pace that I feel when I’m at home. I hate missing all the family things and not being apart of all the craziness. Okay I think I’ve got it out! Luckily I booked our tickets to go out this summer and it can’t come soon enough!
On a happier note, I’m really going to try to keep up with this. I think that’s part of my problem right now. I miss being on top of things the way I used to be. I feel so behind in so many areas of my life and I feel like things just keep getting crazier and I’ll never catch up so I’ve decided to take baby steps to hopefully make my life feel more put together. Wish me luck! (And to you that might read this thanks! Hopefully there will be more to read more often and I can be better at keeping you up to date on our lives. )
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Hey I am really bad at posting too! I wish you lived close that would be fun! Just wanted to comment and let you know I do read it
I think it is a mom thing to always feel behind! Love ya lots!
I’ll be honest… I cried alot reading your post. It reminded me so much of the time we lived away in Wisconsin. I loved my friends there, but nothing was like getting off the plane and seeing your family, breathing the fresh Idaho air, and just being surrounded by your family’s love and laughter. Sweet lady, I totally feel for you. As far as not being on ‘top’ of things… it’s hard to do all that we used to do, when we add another child to the mix. So set realiastic goals.. Update quarterly
. You are amazing! I have always looked up to you, and just think you are SUCH A beautiful person inside and out. Your children are so lucky to have you as their mom. Sending lots of love your way!
It’s normal to miss the place you grew up in. I’m glad you get to go out there this summer. You’ll be getting on the plane before you know it!
Oh Amber…right there with you and I am only in Utah moving to Missouri in the next couple of months. I plan on visiting home a ton. There is just something about home!! Love you!